2009,Great year with many sad,happy,lonely,heartbroken,excitement,anger,n all de emotions happened and feeled in 09.Its the year where i sat for my SPM.I tried my level best and hope it will make me proud...Tuition was like quarter of my life..ET add maths that i miss it till now!!!Inspiring words by miss Tan really mesmerizing...besides that,maths and bm was also awesome...
School life was hell of greatness...Last year of schooling with the uniforms and the thing that i miss so much is my RC!!!No more bulan sabit member of andalas..The place dat i became someone...Its all 'EX' now...and the yeat i met a wonderful 'GIRL'which i call my wonder woman...it all happened so fast...but we just ended up as gud friends as she was still young and we know well dat we gonna meet more people in our life and certainly will change our pathways of our life..Just deep inside my heart i feel she is my wonder woman that really swept me out of my feet..MEMORIES....
My aim was successfully achieved this year asi planned and im really happy and satisfied with myself..I wanted to make my school RC as a famous and great school that people will talk about,and im hppy that i created many leaders to take over my place...All this while i was thinking that im useless....but when i turn back at my journey of secondary school life i realised that i've actually turned 360...from all the aspects..thinking,appearance.communication,people that i socialize with and everything..A guy that scared to even sit at the front of perhimpunan to aguy that can conduct a camp,persenting malaysia in adelegation to japan,capten for my sports house...
I reallised that i've really forgotten my schoolmates,friends,my lovely meimei,and many of them and even many of my favourite things that i love to do...i feel i was jst too concern on being great and tobecome better and better till not giving myself a rest,peace or even atreat for myself...It was always think,think and think,work,work and work...So now,im having a great break for myself...Relaxing myself,doing wat i love to do and following my desires...
Many lessons i've learned throughout my journey of 2009...one of it was Care about yourself first,before caring about the others...Love comes and goes but frienship doesnt fates..it is true,it is pure!!!i really appreciate it!!Thanks to my sweet bestie that always there for me...always lends me a shoulder to let dowwn my emotions..She is one of her kind!!!thats my sweet PAIn PAIN!!!Thanks GOD for sending her as my bestie that really cares for me...YOU are always my bestie till the last breathe of mine in this earth!!!Thank you Sheila!!!
I really missed my year as an EXCO during 2008...and i dont give a damn on what others say about my EXCO,whatever said and done,my exco is my main priority in RC..they are my family!!!A year that we worked as a team and i know we gonna move on in lives but the memories of 08's will still be in our heart...Sir was in phillipines the whole year and only get to see him few times...I really missed him so much as he's my idol who really made me into a better person...
Lastly,the whole year gave me many lessons and a sad love-friendship experience which im overcoming it now...when time pass by,every thing,every jokes,every silly things,every adventure will become a part of our LIFE history that tickles us from time to time...I guess its a really long post that i've made...so guys and girls whoeva reading this,please forgive me if i ever and ever hurt u by my words or act that leaved a scar on you...learning is anever ending adventure,and i wil be learning and improving myself from year to year....here is a small syair that i made specially for year 2009!!!
Mengapa lagi hati berduka
Saat musik alam mengalun indah
Mengapa lagi jiwa menyendiri
Saat pagi lembut datang menjelang
Bukalah jendela hatimu
Dan biarkan harum bumi masuk
Bukalah pintu jiwamu
Dan biarkan rahmat Tuhan bertamu
Sebab hidup bukan hanya duka gulana
Ada bukit hijau, padang rumput, sumber segar
Yang akan melonjak ria saat kau sapa
Tersimpan padanya kerinduan damai
Tetapi bila hujan turun deras
Nikmati suara dan dinginnya pengusir gerah
Segenap ketentraman terhambur darinya
Karena alam tak memendam dendam
Mengapa lagi hati berduka
Biarkan dukamu lelap di waktu lalu
Kita masuki gerbang saat baru
Kita reguk dengan penuh rindu
Karena walau bergegas kita hidup
Waktu sabar menanti walau terbatas
Maka bersihkan diri dari alpa
Dan bangkit bersama fajar baru
